Omnibus in foro S.P.D.
The five stages of grief are the following:denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance are a part of the framework that makes up our learning to live with the one we lost.
You know this is easier said than done. When someone was your everything, and in the end the feeling was not mutual. You weren’t worth fighting for. Despite giving your best best effort. How does one even process this? Its emotionally shattering and destroying. We lost the better part of ourselves, the part that made us shine, and its gone. How do you cope? The question “Where do you go from here?” becomes a repeated almost annoying mantra.
The phase of anger still lingers we took some steps back. We’re still in the phase of anger and all that encompasses with it. The hurt, the betrayal, the self loathing, the blame, the shame, the failure,and the loss. We lost something that meant the world to us. And we shall grieve for a very long time and thats really the gist of it. This piece is told by the point of view of “Bobbie Jane” as you know for the more grittier pieces “Bobbie Jane” usually tells the story.
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O’DOLLY DEAR 03/27/2019
Look at that doll called Tragedy,
See those tears?
Boo fucking hoo..
Fell in love,
and now look,
Pretty little doll falling apart in front of everyone,
what a disgrace,
what a mess,
The destruction you’ve caused,
QQ you whore,
Thought you were finally one of the worthy?
Who’d love a little monster like you?’
Except those like you .
Wipe the tears away silly doll,
Embrace the harsh reality,
If they did not love your beauty,
What makes you think they’ll
love your beast ?
Because that’s really what you are.
©2019 T.B. Morte writing as “Bobbie Jane Claibourne”